Heart Surgery

 

Last Monday I turned 39… and I went into heart surgery.

A series of events brought me into facing one of my deepest wounds… My dad leaving us when I was 7. The pain in my heart… these poignant sensations I had been feeling for the last 6 years… a big contraction in my back between my shoulder blades. I have done countless massages but it would not go… this big tissue, an accumulation of deep sadness, feeling of abandonment and betrayal.

Last April, I met a beautiful man in Bali who opened my heart deep enough for me to access this wound… this pain. Then I came back to Dubai and met this masseuse who is basically a miracle worker. The 2 of them showed in my life because I was ready… And so the energetic surgery began.

For 5 days now, I have been feeling this point pulsing and opening… Tears, pain, memories… hugging the little girl in me… forgiveness, self-care, self-love… I am under surgery… MY HEART IS EXPANDING… my capacity to love too. But first I feel to release all that pain… Because this pain in the back of my heart was a big wall, a closure, a limitation for me to receive a bounty of abundance and blessings.

Until this week, I was already amazed by how much LOVE has transformed my life. I can\’t wait to see what unveiled after this surgery… more magic… that I know for sure.

May love be the force that transforms your life.